haiz........i think its my mood swing gua? dunno y so emo tis days....
lately....i keep feeling i m losing my frens....
to make it more precise...tis is how i feel.....yes....i hv tons of frens....tons of them til i cant catch up wit every1.....so it wil always b a once in a blue moon's "hello"
lately....as every1 noes gua....i had a "mental breakdown"...yes....i m glad u guys n girls were there for me.... i appreciate it....
but then i look ag.....after it was over....every1 is gone ag.....
i feel like i hv always been a back up guy....1 hu ppl turn to ony when they r emotionally upset....
jeez.....seriously.....tis feeling is making me depress....its like i m ntg but just a wall to lean against when needed.....
o well...think bout it properly....tis is normal....cant expect every1 to b at my doorstep all the time....
Damn....i should hv gone to college long ago n make new frens....
the worse back up feeling i always feel is the "waiting" i m doing now....
i noe i shouldnt b feeling so bad since i hv promised to wait for her.....but i love her when she depends on me to get her smile back....but i hate it tat i cant b the 1st 1 in line....n i hate it when i bcome doubting my own patience n start thinking i m ntg but just a tool to depend on....argh....
WTF.....stop making me emo can onot..... i seriously hving mental wars within me tis days.....
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