Rays on the Horrizon!!!

hey ppl.....guess wat....

ntg..... : )

just to make u all stop worrying k?if u really r worried about me.... : p.... i m fine n well now.... my relationship problems is all under control....

ok....not entirely.....i stil hv to bear wit some pains.....but...cmon....since when things does not hv a down side?

seriously.....
i just wanna share how i felt n stil feel.....
if any of u read the Twilight saga, u may get it straight away....

i m neither Edward nor Jacob....but i m stil part of each person....

i was Edward when i was wit her 1st..... i was Edward when i left her..... i m Edward when i come back now to wait....i m Edward when i feel shes the ony 1 for me

but i m Not Edward as she dint come back to me....tis of course is reality.....how can some1 b so selfish to break ppls relationship for his own purpose?

I was Jacob recently when i felt hurt she stucked to some1else instead of staying wit me.....but i m Jacob as i m her pillar of support.....hu noes? mayb her "daughter" wil b the person i imprint on? but wat the hack? like i say...tis is reality ppl....

wat m i now? neither Edward nor Jacob....

i m Jimmy

shes the ony reason y i felt pain : (
but shes oso the reason y m i healing..... : )

if u ppl wanna noe how i feel tis days? i m feeling just fine k? i m much happier than i was for the past 2 weeks.....i don break down suddenly anymore....

i noe she needs me somewhere.....n i wil b there....
pls....don think bad of her or think me foolish pls....tis is wat i want for now....forever i guess...

cheers : )